Trust In Him.
It's amazing how much God can do in your life once you surrender to Him. About two years ago, I dreaded coming to church because of the worship. I was afraid to cry and try to speak in tongues. I've had the Holy Ghost since I was eight years old, and I would get the Holy Ghost again every once in a while. I remember being afraid to open my mouth. This past Sunday, after one of the most powerful services my church has ever had, I reflected on my life.
Like I said, two years ago I would dread worship. Today, I cry when I miss church, and all I want to do is worship. In my area, we have youth rallies where youth throughout our section of the state which we call section one, gathers together at one of the churches. It's just like church, but just for youth and we have more time to pray during altar call. Recently, my network of churches has been changing for the better so much. My best friend was gifted the spiritual gift of tongue interpretation and word interpretation. After seeing her do these things, I realized how much I wanted to serve my Lord in a way similar to that. This past Friday, we had a youth rally and I decided I would let everything go that night. When altar call came, I was one of the first people to walk to the altar and begin to pray. I used to struggle with prayer because I didn't know what to say. I now know there is no wrong way. You just have to put your trust in Him and pray. That night was the best I have ever worshipped and my youth group as well. I was speaking in tongues, jumping, praying for others, and moving in the spirit. It felt so amazing after. You know why? I put my trust in Him, opened up, and let Him fill me.
These past two years have been such a rollercoaster. I have grown extremely closer to God. There's rarely a day of church I don't speak in tongues. I am in no way bragging at all, because I am not satisfied. I have been wanting so much more from God lately, and I won't stop trying to grow until I make it to Heaven. That includes prayer, fasting, staying faithful, and repenting. If you're having a hard time finding God or you feel as if He never speaks to you, he is always with you, protecting you. You must be patient for Him to come, and He will bless you. He can do anything. Absolutely anything. All you have to do is trust in Him.
Proverbs 3:5-3:8
5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
7 Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.
8 It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones.
"I've seen You move. You move the mountains, and I believe i'll see You do it again." - Do It Again by Elevation Worship